Friday, April 13, 2012

3 Days of Stress (60/61/62)

I'm really sorry I don't write much. I know most don't mind; I guess I'm saying sorry mostly to myself. I feel like I'm letting myself down sometimes. The semester has officially gotten to it's craziest part. Three weeks left! All that's standing in my way of graduating is a 5 tests, a painting, a website I need to code, and then my senior show. Ok, maybe it's still quite a bit. Actually, it's a lot, but it will all be over before I know it. And another reason I'm sorry I don't write all the time is I sometimes forget what I wanted to say for certain days. This is one of those times.. My life just seems so hectic right now and it's sometimes hard to remember what happened on what day.

Well, yesterday I made the biggest mistake at staying up until 1:30 talking to my suite mate, Danielle. But honestly, I don't actually think the loss of sleep was a mistake because I really loved talking with her. The only mistake was how I felt today as I was dragging my feet to class and work. But really, the three hour talk was very enlightening.

One blessing from today was seeing the girl's face that I helped study for our test. It may seem selfish to say that but I'm really glad I was able to see a person I thanked. I'm always ok never knowing how someone felt after being helped by me, but it's refreshing seeing the aftermath.

Well, three days, three blessings. So today I was asked to help coach my second swim team. I normally don't coach on Friday but my boss needed me there so he could set up for the meet tomorrow. When I was first asked I wanted to say no. This week has been trying, like I stated above, and all I wanted to do was find myself on my couch watching movies until bed. But, I told him I could. It took me awhile, but I realized I could use it as a way to glorify God. It was something I didn't really want to do but I could help another by doing it, so I took the opportunity.

All in all, my life my be stressful but I'm still as joyful as I am when my days are free and easy. It's all because of the presence and peace God has given me. Thank you Father!


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