Friday, April 6, 2012

Reunited! (Day 55)

What is a college student to do on a Friday when she has nothing from 9:30AM to 3:30PM and when the campus is bustling with people? Go lay on the front lawn, of course! It's perfect because I don't have to make plans but I will most definitely  see people. And I did. While talking to one of them I saw something running at me from the corner of my eye. It was one of my oldest and closest friends!!!! Ryan McAlister!! I'm so excited because this girl transferred last semester and I've been missing her for so long. She joined me on my blanket and we talked like we had never left each other. She's one of the ones I've trusted with everything I've ever done, all the mistakes I've made, all the emotions and memories I don't let out to many. I can count the number of people on one hand that know that much about me so it was such a blessing to have her sitting right next to me.

The memories I have with that girl are way too many to count: eating our body weight in ice cream, midnight grilled cheese, four hour caf trips, campouts, biking to Walmart, making ultimate frisbee shirts, just living together, filming out own music videos, taking hundreds of pictures together with a webcam, dancing, screaming, laughing, ten second hugs (our specialty), baking, snuggling while watching a movie. Like I said, one of my closest friends.

Today was the best surprise. See, she isn't good at goodbyes. The semester ended and she was gone. I didn't understand why she didn't make an effort to say bye. I thought maybe all those years were as important to her as they were me. I'm not trying to sound dramatic, but I felt like a big piece of me was gone when she left. I know I don't have her for very long, but this time I'm prepared for when she leaves. And this time she's leaving on a good note in my mind. I won't think she doesn't say goodbye because she doesn't care. It's just because she is afraid of them and I can handle that.

Thank you God, for letting me see someone who has morphed my life so much and who is one of the strongest women I've ever known.


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